When Angels Cried!

Translated from the original Arabic version. It was written long time ago. Please don’t wish me to get better. Thank you 🙂 Prefix: Sometimes all we can do is cry, when we see the deep sadness of our loved ones and the extent of our inability…When we are incapable to even pray…to even get close… We are incapable to carry […]

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What Makes You Happy?

Have you ever wanted to answer someone: “You could make me happy” when they asked you: “What makes you happy?”But instead you just answered: “Peace Of Mind”!Same as the “World Peace”‘s answer in the beauty pageants! What makes you happy? Feel free to share your thoughts! H.A – February 19th 2019

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Pain is Practice…

Everything is practice even pain! There is a certain level of pain, when you reach it, the previous levels become insignificant. It’s similar to level up in any game, when you level up and reach level 10, level 1 becomes so easy and even trivial. So when you are so eager to play this game, make sure your opponent is […]

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Writing…

Between reading others experiences, feelings and knowledge and writing my own thoughts, feelings and dreams, I prefer the second one because thoughts are like waves, they change constantly and they can’t be repeated easily…Because it’s absurd to relive the same feelings twice or feel the same moment once again…As for the dreams, I want to remind myself every now and then that I’m still able to dreamThe papers are the only party that can handle all my thoughts, emotions without complaining, reacting or laughing behind my backThe only party I’m not afraid to reveal my fears, my stupidity, my foolish dreams and my darkest moments…So I write… and when I feel so empty, I read! Written in October 2017

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2018 Resolutions and Lessons!

2018 is over; It was mostly and generally a dull year full of disappointments, sad events, loss of great people and economic crisis that led many to lose their jobs and a certain level of living. Despite, we always learn and improve: Personally, I was convinced that exercise and workout should be a habit, a life style and so it was. I lost 34 pounds and maintaining my weight perfectly. I learned to enjoy my own company and to embrace quality time with myself. I was convinced that some people have a short role in your life, some have only one scene, some just pass by in the background of your life events…when you know that, you just let go and it’s not nonchalance or rudeness, it’s just accepting the facts and moving on. I was convinced that marriage is the worst institution ever and society is so fucked up struggling to maintain a fake image and many innocent creatures are paying a huge price. I was sad to realize that the woman in my country is not respected as they are claiming especially as a mother and partner; even her children won’t stand for her when she needs them, those children that she gave them her all and her life… I witnessed how Lebanese society is retarded, judgmental and racist apart from a small percentage of very well educated and respectful people that are lost among these garbage and […]

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