2018 Resolutions and Lessons!

2018 is over; It was mostly and generally a dull year full of disappointments, sad events, loss of great people and economic crisis that led many to lose their jobs and a certain level of living. Despite, we always learn and improve: Personally, I was convinced that exercise and workout should be a habit, a life style and so it was. I lost 34 pounds and maintaining my weight perfectly. I learned to enjoy my own company and to embrace quality time with myself. I was convinced that some people have a short role in your life, some have only one scene, some just pass by in the background of your life events…when you know that, you just let go and it’s not nonchalance or rudeness, it’s just accepting the facts and moving on. I was convinced that marriage is the worst institution ever and society is so fucked up struggling to maintain a fake image and many innocent creatures are paying a huge price. I was sad to realize that the woman in my country is not respected as they are claiming especially as a mother and partner; even her children won’t stand for her when she needs them, those children that she gave them her all and her life… I witnessed how Lebanese society is retarded, judgmental and racist apart from a small percentage of very well educated and respectful people that are lost among these garbage and […]

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People claim

People claim: I want honest people in my life, I’m full of liars But….when you are honest, they run away from you… People claim: I need someone to care …I’m full of careless and cold people But….when you care and spread warmth and tender….they feel scared and confused and send you to hell in the first opportunity People claim: I need someone loyal and have integrity; I’m full of cheaters and manipulation But….when you are loyal and ready to die for them….they take you for granted and look into the first eyes they meet… People claim: I want to be treated in a special way; I want to feel unique and different than others But….when you treat them like no other, and do all what it takes to make them special and unique…they don’t even notice and they become more and more arrogant. People don’t need any from what they claim! People just need to do what they want but with the people they choose even if it’s lying, cheating, manipulating or whatsoever … And they won’t notice or even care about any honesty, care, love….if they are coming from the people they don’t want…. People that are claiming, just stop complaining…. You are choosing to be what you are; you are choosing to be with whom you are  You are choosing the storm when there is a shelter You are choosing the darkness when there is a light You […]

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