Pain is Practice…

Everything is practice even pain! There is a certain level of pain, when you reach it, the previous levels become insignificant. It’s similar to level up in any game, when you level up and reach level 10, level 1 becomes so easy and even trivial. So when you are so eager to play this game, make sure your opponent is […]

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My Mother’s Angels

Yesterday when I saw my mother crying and sobbing because the chicks, the hens and roosters she was raising and taking care of for more than a year, are all dying day after day, they were hit by the flu and they start to die and nothing to be done even though she was taking care of them daily, continuously […]

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The Power Of Love

“See how easy it is to be heartless and cruel? It is so easy!! But it requires a great strength to have a loving heart! Fuck off” (Part of a story I wrote) Love is not for weak people, those who are always afraid to be rejected, to be dumped, to be left alone, to be cheated on, Love is for those who went through all the above and they are still able to love and not afraid to try again because they know very well it’s not about them, it’s not personal even though it’s hard not to take it so personally! They consider that whoever hurts them it’s their problem and their issues! They just move on and continue living and loving…. Feelings change and people change, it’s not a problem, just never stop loving and trying; Even if they mock you, reject you, laugh on your feelings…it’s always about them, it’s always their issues and their problem, because they are unable to love, because they simply don’t like you, they’re not interested..etc…I mean what about the people that are chasing you and you’re not interested? you keep bragging that this girl or this guy is crazy about me but you don’t care… So when people reject you, you don’t close your heart and become rude and heartless, you just move on and keep loving and caring…Love is the only power that can change the world for the […]

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We Don’t Get To Choose

I hurt so many people unintentionally or maybe because I was hurt. As many people hurt me unintentionally or because they are hurt. This is can’t be stopped or prevented. We love whom we love, we like whom we like and we don’t get to choose the chemistry, the connection, the telepathy and the attraction. The world would be pain-free if we get to choose! At some point, we will all be treated the same way we treated another person, so we know the feeling very well but we can’t do anything about it. Fair enough, I guess. Written in October 2017  

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Our Happy Ending

We live our life hoping that a day will come and we’ll no longer feel pain, we will find happiness, love, we will no longer cry silently….we will have our happy ending and for once everything will be perfect and finally we will experience serenity….But the thing that we remain unhappy but we don’t talk about it anymore We feel pain but nobody knows, we hide our feelings perfectly and we restrain our emotions, our anger and all kind of feelings: heartbreaking, jealousy, pain in the chest, agony, disappointment, rejection, loneliness, confusion….feeling helpless, empty, useless, vulnerable, miserable….etc We keep feeling some or all this but we make sure nobody knows…this is the only thing that changes! We bury everything deep down inside, we smile and pretend we really reached our happy ending  Written in September 2017

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