I failed at everything

I failed to have the life I wanted

I failed to be the person I want to be

I failed to be happy

I failed to have a successful career and business

I failed to build the future I wanted

I even failed to take my life when I desperately wanted to.

I am a complete failure and I won’t deny it,

I am nobody, no one, I am invisible

I didn’t fail anyone else, I just failed me

I failed my dreams, my vision, and my abilities

I am a complete failure, a total mess, you can have some rest from envying me

I failed and I don’t want to fight anymore

I don’t want to fake my optimism and my strength

Today, I will just acknowledge my failure

Today, I will surrender, and deactivate all my defenses.

Tomorrow is another day.

Published date: September 20, 2022