I failed at everything
I failed to have the life I wanted
I failed to be the person I want to be
I failed to be happy
I failed to have a successful career and business
I failed to build the future I wanted
I even failed to take my life when I desperately wanted to.
I am a complete failure and I won’t deny it,
I am nobody, no one, I am invisible
I didn’t fail anyone else, I just failed me
I failed my dreams, my vision, and my abilities
I am a complete failure, a total mess, you can have some rest from envying me
I failed and I don’t want to fight anymore
I don’t want to fake my optimism and my strength
Today, I will just acknowledge my failure
Today, I will surrender, and deactivate all my defenses.
Tomorrow is another day.
Published date: September 20, 2022