I failed at everything
I failed to have the life I wanted
I failed to be the person I want to be
I failed to be happy
I failed to have a successful career and business
I failed to build the future I wanted
I even failed to take my life when I desperately wanted to.
I am a complete failure and I won’t deny it,
I am nobody, no one, I am invisible
I didn’t fail anyone else, I just failed me
I failed my dreams, my vision, and my abilities
I am a complete failure, a total mess, you can have some rest from envying me
I failed and I don’t want to fight anymore
I don’t want to fake my optimism and my strength
Today, I will just acknowledge my failure
Today, I will surrender, and deactivate all my defenses.
Tomorrow is another day.
Published date: September 20, 2022
It’s never too late to start a new life and succeeded in new projects
Thank you dear for taking time and read 🙏🏻 you are right but currently I have no energy or even a plan and this is what making things worse. Hopefully this will change, appreciate your advice so much❤️
You know what Huguette, that’s how I am feeling today.😔 I am feeling like I cared for everyone and gave my time freely to all. But what I am struggling with is to know what I am supposed to do. I am feeling like I missed the opportunities when they were there. I am feeling stuck and like I am moving nowhere. Am I lazy? or tired? I don’t know how to describe this.
Oh dear I really don’t like when people relate to such feelings 🥺 Let me tell you that I did the same and one thing I can tell you, don’t look back but see what you can do today! I’m not preaching, I’m sure you’re much younger than me and if you can find what do you want, just start walking towards it even if slowly, but just start. You’re not lazy, probably tired and maybe depressed and this is normal ❤️ today you have one thing to do, find what you love and start putting yourself as priority. Maybe you will tell me why you don’t do this, because the message hidden in this post is a bit bigger than it seems for me and this is what is making me feeling this way. But despite I’m still fighting. Keep it up , you deserve to be happy ❤️
Thank you for your words and advice Huguette💚. I am okay, not depressed or anything. It’s just that I was feeling that from 2-3 days. But I don’t neglect my feeling. I feel it completely and then let it go. It is like something coming to the surface and then washed off by the ever flowing flow of life. I have noticed that when I am in that kind of feeling, I usually get to read more of things that relate to it, or it is just I notice it more.
So, that day I was having a surge of that kind of emotions. And that’s why I related to your post. It’s like waves rising in the ocean.
And yes, at times I feel like I am stuck, I feel the feeling, I then surrender to what is❤
Sure I understand what you mean and I wish you all the best always and hope the way will appear and you will accomplish all what you wish to do 🙏🏻❤️
Thank you dear❤.
You are not a failure.