I didn’t want you to save me,
I just needed you to be there, I needed to feel your heart with me,
While I was fighting my demons, my darkest demons,
Trying to save my soul, trying to save my life!
It was a fierce battle, and kept getting fiercer and fiercer
Because I missed one major detail, one huge misconception
You weren’t trying to save me, not even close,
Contrarily, you were making sure I will never be able to win!
Therefore, you were cheering for the demons!
Feeding them with your envy, nonchalance and hate,
Consequently, I lost many small battles but I kept fighting until the end,
I won, I conquered both of you!
But this misconception nearly cost me my life!
Published date: August 2, 2022
That’s so deep. The last line is💔. It also makes me reflect if I am being present for the people who at times may have needed my presence. Honestly, I feel that I have this tendency of trying to save others and to think that I know what is right for them. I think we all do that at times, especially with close bonds.
These words are powerful and a great reminder.
Thank you dear for visiting and taking your time to read and interact 😊 I don’t know why I feel this comment is related to saving others 🤔 the site is tricking me 🙂
These musings are feelings I had strongly and real life experiences probably this is why they are intense and very happy they can speak to you 🙏🏻💕
Yes, because your words talked about that you don’t want to be saved.🤔 What tricks? Huguette I was reading these words again and also checked your reply on my comment. But there’s no way I would get your replies. The interaction on your site is one-way, your replies are not reaching people who have commented. Is there any way of making it more interactive?
Yes I was confused to be honest, I thought I’m receiving false notifications. Thank you for the note, I’m working since the morning to add notifications and make it friendly for interactions, I hope you will get a notification now, I have replied to all your comments on my website, Please confirm to me it’s working
Thank you so much for your time and your help on this <3
Huguette, I am getting emails for ‘your comment is approved’. Let’s see if I get email notification for your reply on this comment.🙂
Okay, now I can see the optiom for selecting whether I want to follow the conversation or not. It is working 👍
yes exactly this option will make it friendly and you will receive notifications :D great thank you dear for helping on this 😊❤️