When you have something, you cannot imagine what it’s like to not have it unless you lost it at some point, so it’s useless to keep thinking that this person is so lucky, they have family, they have money, they have health…how they can’t see how lucky they are! These people don’t know what you’re talking about unless they lose some of the things they took for granted even if they didn’t have any bad intention they just don’t know what it’s like to be otherwise! A beautiful girl, rich and loved by her family will never understand what it’s like to be not so pretty, or poor, or not well surrounded or loved…it’s the only reality she knows, until something happens and her reality changes or collapse, then or she begins to understand or she just falls apart for good….
So when I look at people that were born in respectful civilized countries where applicable laws rule over….living in healthy environment, having their basic rights and respect and education and so….I wonder why would they be unhappy or miserable? I walk in the streets, I feel stressed and unhappy, I drive I lose my mind and many times so nearly my life! I’m struggling for my basic rights and I have none! Family and love, well no comment!
Then I realize how wrong I am, because these people don’t know what the hell I’m talking about but they still can be unhappy and depressed for other reasons, maybe they will look stupid to me but for them they are as bigger as my problems and maybe worse because these are the only problems they know! So I stop envying them and I go back to my life in order to manage how I will live it and be happy despite everything
Written in October 2018